| Brushing up |
[Jul. 15th, 2007|06:38 pm] |
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| | Chizuru - the gazettE | ] |
What a year! School is out and I can now finally TOUCH something else besides books! Photoshopping skills have gone down the drain & imaginations are starting to get back to work. Starting to like coloring more than effects, which can be a bummer, and updating myself with EVERYTHING~! Anyways, refresh with a new batch of icons [50].. whoop whoop~! CREDIT IF USE
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| Foolish |
[Dec. 1st, 2006|12:08 am] |
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To pick up things that were meant to be forgotten is a retarded thing that only I will ever do. I thought long and hard - but not enough apparently - and I set myself up to be hurt all over again. I tried so hard to not think too much into it but these two way signals are so fucking confusing. To think that he cared, to think that there was even a possibility, what the fuck was I thinking?! He didn't change, he is still the same, and he will never care about me. It is the worse feeling in the world to be used and then dumped aside; but it is hell to be used, lied to, played with, and then plain out ditched. I'm trying, so hard, to move on but I wasn't completely healed in the beginning. I was torn apart from your viciousness. I was broken and when I just started to piece together the pieces, you shattered it even more. I wanted you to feel the same pain I felt, I wished you would one day be broken beyond repair; but I'm not you. I would never want anyone to experience what you put me through, I don't ever want anyone to be broken. I can't bring myself to hate you; I don't have enough strength to be angry with you. But I do pity you, for being so fucked up and not even have a care in the world about it.
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| Friends only.. |
[May. 21st, 2006|02:48 pm] |
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